good dude

I’ve always thought that I’ve been a pretty good dude but sometimes you have epiphanies snd realize that maybe you’ve lying to yourself the whole time.
You can’t consider yourself good becair of the actions of the people sound you. If such was the case then Hitler might look less evil in the presence of cannibals. But everyone knows that this is not the case.

I realized something today and it wasn’t good. I realized that I am selfish and an asshole. I mean I’ve been feeling this way for the last two weeks and I’ve been trying to do something about it. I truly have taken advantage of a few people. I want to be better and I have been trying but I need to do better. I really need to apologize to all the people I have wronged.